I am Immortal

I figured  it out about 50 years ago. But it doesn't mean i don't age. I am Dorian fuckin' Gray without the portrait.

I am using a computer at a library. I have tried to commit suicide so many times but I always live.

I am homeless and sometimes people try to kill me but I always live.

People look at me with disgust because I am so shriveled up.

I don't seem to need food anymore. I drink water.

I was born in 1925.

I just want to die.